Friday, October 5, 2012

well ... I don't know what has gotten into me tonight.. I am usually not much of a writer on here.. I guess I find it easier to speak through music or pictures, may be that is because I don't know who I am writing to.. so this, this is to me. 
This week has been a serious struggle for me. I am doing way to many things at once right now, being pulled in way to many directions. It is hard for me to find peace. So today, I was driving around in my jeep, wind rushing past my face, silence filled my head, everything became a blur...  And then... t was like i remembered how to breathe. I gasped for air, readjusted my eyes and everything around me found its way back to being beautiful again. There was so much I wanted to feel so much I wanted to share " my legs were tickling" as my sister and I use to say. I was reminded of who I am. I think sometimes I am afraid to voice it or to explain to people what I want to do or what I want to share. I don't want to seem overly confident in who I am, nor selfish or any of that. But what I have inside me is something that I cannot keep to myself. It is not meant for just myself. What I have inside me is meant to be shared, with everyone. And I will not deny it. I will not push it aside, give up, stop working, look another way until I have done all I can do. I am constantly reacquainting myself with well.. myself. Meeting new parts of me that have been hiding or have been waiting to be discovered. I have two heartbeats, two minds, and two forces because.. she lives in me, through me and around me. And so forgive me for talking in a state of we, but we wanted it, we still do and we won't stop till we do it. 

to the moon and back
with love



  1. This is beautiful Tessa, you are beautiful, and she is beautiful. You definitely have a gift that is meant to be shared and you make others lives so much richer for doing so. Keep on making magic! xo

  2. You are such a beautiful person. You and Her. You're going to go places and I can't wait to see where life takes you. Xx.